You are drowning in a sea of blessings. There is so much to be grateful for. The constant awareness of what you do not have, must be overcome.
You are so blessed and surrounded by blessings. Learn to Listen and to Laugh. ALL that you have, the resources, relationships and revenues are God’s benevolence.
In the garden, there were many trees for enjoyment and consumption, one was forbidden. It is your task to embrace the many and not to fixate on the one.
What you, do not have is not the issue. It is the inability to see how blessed you are. How can more be given, when your gratefulness is questionable? Gratefulness will enlarge your territory.
2 Cor. 9:10
For God is the one who provides seed for the farmer and then bread to eat. In the same way, he will provide and increase your resources and then produce a great harvest of generosity in you.