Make no mistake this is war and you have been slighted to win. As with any war, there will be a winner, a loser and casualties. In your case, not a physical death, but a spiritual one. This is what must die:
Pride and ego must die. Anxiety and shame must die. Confusion and carelessness must die. Depression and defeat must die. Animosity and jealousy must die. Selfishness and the coveting spirit must die.
Your opinion and the need for revenge must die. Gossiping and the desire to see your offenders fail, must die. Holding grudges and using your gift as a weapon, must die. Half truths and the spirit of religion, must die.
You are on the right side, a soldier under orders from the Most High. Arm yourself with peace, kindness and long suffering. Then attack the enemy with forgiveness, acceptance and love. Your input is faith and MY input will be favor.
You were taught, with regard to your former way of life, to put off your old self, which is being corrupted by its deceitful desires; to be made new in the attitude of your minds; and to put on the new self, created to be like God in true righteousness and holiness.