You have tried and failed to do this on your own. Have you heard? I am an ever-present help, in the times of trouble and struggle. All that I touch prospers. MY ways are not like your ways and all that I touch succeeds.
My light does more than illuminate, it also purifies and heals. To deny ME is to deny yourself and attempting to succeed beyond ME is to fail. Your stiff neck is a pointless extension of free will. You are free to choose, choose well.
There are no rewards for self sabotage, obedience is always better than sacrifice. Man’s claim of being self made is a lie and not worth proving wrong. I AM self made and the only Sovereign Being, the one True God.
Obey ME, accept MY plans and then you will remove the delay. MY Kingdom is based on MY will, I AM the final authority. I dictate what is honest, what is fair and what is just. In the end, what I have orchestrated will prevail.
Act 26:12-14
“One day I was on such a mission to Damascus, armed with the authority and commission of the leading priests. About noon, Your Majesty, as I was on the road, a light from heaven brighter than the sun shone down on me and my companions. We all fell down, and I heard a voice saying to me in Aramaic, ‘Saul, Saul, why are you persecuting me? It is useless for you to fight against my will.
I Might Be a Prophet 