Have you considered the outcome, if you gave your all? For once, consider trusting ME 100% in an endeavor. All your faith, energy and power focused on just ME. A moment, that you surrender in totality and believe ME without regulation.
What could the possibilities be, if you placed no concerns to the opinions of others or to the chance of failing? What could you accomplish with ALL your efforts applied? What would the alignment of MY will and your will establish in this Earthly realm?
By most accounts you have done well. To exceed your contemporaries is good, but I have called you to much higher and have equipped you, to do more. All that I placed in your heart, do it and do it with all the might you can muster.
I AM more than you have seen and you are more, then you have given. I want you to exhaust yourself for MY will, use all your energy, all your creativity and all your time, because the kingdom is at hand and souls are on the line. Give to ME your best.
Whatever you do, work at it with all your heart, as working for the Lord, not for human masters, since you know that you will receive an inheritance from the Lord as a reward. It is the Lord Christ you are serving.