How long will you allow, what you do not have, to shape you? Have you considered adding ME to the equation? Are the things you miss a surprise to ME, or was it done by design? What you divinely need, I will always supply.
A small boy had a lunch, plus ME and it fed 5000. David had a rock and a sling, plus ME, he killed a giant. Moses had a staff and a stutter, plus ME and he delivered an entire people. Samson had the jawbone of an ox, plus ME, he slayed an army.
I am not just the God of abundance, I Am also the God of what you need. Submit your requests to ME. What are you hungry for? What giants are you facing? What is that big thing you are trying to accomplish? What army are you facing?
I am the missing ingredient, I Am your secret weapon. I planned things out from the beginning and you will win. Each process and each difficult things is for purpose. Include ME and your outcomes will be great, for I Am great.
I sought the LORD, and He answered me; He delivered me from all my fears. Those who look to Him are radiant with joy; their faces shall never be ashamed. This poor man called out, and the LORD heard him; He saved him from all his troubles. The angel of the LORD encamps around those who fear Him, and he delivers them.