You are drowning in a sea of blessings. There is so much to be grateful for and even more to say thank you regarding. The constant awareness of what you do not have, must be overcome.
You are so blessed and surrounded by blessings. Learn to Listen and to Laugh. ALL that you have, the resources, relationships and revenues are MY benevolence. I have chosen to bless you.
I AM making you a blessing. In the garden, there were many trees for enjoyment and consumption, one was forbidden. It is your task to embrace the many and not to fixate on the one.
What you are missing is not the issue. It is the inability to see how highly favored you are. When you devote yourself to a life of being fully and continuously grateful. I will enlarge your territory fully and continuously.
2 Cor. 9:10
For God is the one who provides seed for the farmer and then bread to eat. In the same way, he will provide and increase your resources and then produce a great harvest of generosity in you.