I need help to release the pain and to forgive. I know what I must do, but I have not let the offenses go, completely.
I realize the pain has a purpose and Father you are sovereign, but my heart hurts. The rejection, I fear, is more than I can withstand, but my trust is in You.
Make it, make sense. Please. I thank you for the victory over my emotions and the power to outlast my feelings, the feeling of inadequacy, the feeling of not being enough and the desire to abort the process.
I need your peace and your comfort. Help me with my unbelief, help me with my confidence and help me to heal.
This is hard to move past, but nevertheless I surrender. I surrender, to your will and to your process. Every gift, talent and ability is yours and I surrender completely to you now.
Mark 9:23-24
“What do you mean, ‘If I can’?” Jesus asked. “Anything is possible if a person believes.” The father instantly cried out, “I do believe, but help me overcome my unbelief!”
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