I hold ‘the impossible’ and ‘the never going to happen’ in MY fingertips. What you are hoping for and secretly desire is a matter of faith. These are answered in your Spirit, activated by trust and belief.
You have had both for others and have prayed for many, but it is now your moment to be made whole. The unwavering faith you have had for them is now shifting to an unwavering faith for yourself.
Under crisis and pressures, your belief system was revealed and it is time to face it. Call each false god out by name and face it. Is it pain, is it lack, is it loneliness, is it fear, is it worry or could it be rejection?
Be true to your own heart and admit what your idol has been. Lay it at MY feet, in surrender and let ME rebuild you. Do an inventory and consider anything that gets more time, energy or attention, before ME.
“Don’t you realize that you become the slave of whatever you choose to obey? You can be a slave to sin, which leads to death, or you can choose to obey God, which leads to righteous living.”