An enemy is a link to destiny. I will cause a catastrophe in your life to draw out of you, only what anxiety and stress can elicit. See the enemies in your path as potent adversaries, but also as conduits of purpose.
A dark time for you is a time of illumination for others. You have MY light and take it everywhere you go. Even in your sin, you are gifted. Even in a backsliding state you are still Mine. I AM the LORD, I can use any circumstances.
There are moments when you can sense MY tangible presence and others when you will not. Neither are a measuring of MY accessibility, I AM here and always there. I will never leave you, nor forsake you.
As a child grows, he looks for his father less and less. As you have grown physically it is time to grow spiritually. You have MY word and you know MY voice. Trust what I have placed in you and obey the last command, until you receive new ones.
Hebrew 13:5
Keep your lives free from the love of money and be content with what you have, for God has said: “Never will I leave you, never will I forsake you.”
I Might Be a Prophet 