You are the Joseph of your family. You are the trailblazer and your wisdom will break strongholds and generational curses on your bloodline. Days may become cloudy and fear will try to attach to your heart.
Deny fear any access, but acknowledge that you are afraid. A healthy dose will keep you on your toes. The path you are on will not make sense to many, because it is yours and given to you, by ME. Advise will become a luxury.
You will have to spend some tearful nights in my presence and you will need to bring your grievances directly to the throne. I am building something in you, that has never been seen. You are building an Ark. I will be your primary counselor, so time in MY presence will be critical.
Even when you feel overwhelmed, you are learning and building new mental and spiritual muscles. You have been a great steward of your finances and with your family. This season is a season of trust. Trust in your abilities, trust in your gift, trust in your skill and trust in your talents. You are fully equipped.
Psalms 92:2-4
He alone is my refuge, my place of safety; he is my God, and I trust him. For he will rescue you from every trap and protect you from deadly disease. He will cover you with his feathers. He will shelter you with his wings. His faithful promises are your armor and protection.
I Might Be a Prophet 