You are placing too much energy on missing the mark, consumed by the opinions of others and standards that are not attainable. Rather place your best energy into hitting and striking the mark.
You cannot pour a new energy, a new anointing and a fresh wind into an old life. Only the new you, can handle this new fresh infusion of MY Spirit. The old wine skins will always spill the new wine.
Celebrate the closed doors, the disrespectful no’s and the people that walked away from you, because they represent the old wine skins. Be encouraged when the doors are definitively closed to an opportunity.
A definitive no is liberating and a deceptive yes, enslaves. Take heed MY son what is new is always going to be a challenge and what is old will attempt to seek new dominance in your life.
Luke 5:36-38
“No one tears a piece from a new garment and puts it on an old garment. If he does, he will tear the new, and the piece from the new will not match the old. And no one puts new wine into old wineskins. If he does, the new wine will burst the skins and it will be spilled, and the skins will be destroyed. But new wine must be put into fresh wineskins
I Might Be a Prophet 