What you have been through and who you are, are not the same. What you have experienced and the reality of your identity are different. How the world sees you and what I made you to become are like oil and water.
Your past is going to convince you, that you are a failure. It is going to remind you of where you failed and the times that you made mistakes. It is an accuser convincing you of a reality, directly opposite of who you are.
In you is a value, a beauty and a worth. Things may be unplanned, but they are always on purpose. Nothing makes it past MY nets, everything will be caught, cleaned and will serve its divine intentions.
You cannot outrun the pain and fear tethered to your soul. Not alone, only with ME, for I AM the divider of soul & spirit, joy & sorrow, pleasure & pain. Allow the pain to do its work and rest in ME.
2 Corinthians 4:17-18
For this light momentary affliction is preparing for us an eternal weight of glory beyond all comparison, as we look not to the things that are seen but to the things that are unseen. For the things that are seen are transient, but the things that are unseen are eternal.