The core of your problem emanates from a deep seated issue of trust. You do not trust ME. The lack of trust is caused, by the fact, that you see ME through, the eyes of a man.
The lies, the half-truths and the misdirection are all carnal things. This is not a part of who I AM, but a distorted view of a father. Where your earthly father failed, I AM Perfect.
My love is patient, MY love is kind, MY love is everlasting, but Unconditional Love is hard to accept, when you have been conditioned, to perform for it.
A perfect Love will hurt your sensibilities, challenge your mixed belief systems and rebuke the lies you have convinced yourself and others to believe.
Blessed is the man who makes the Lord his trust, who does not turn to the proud, to those who go astray after a lie!