The core of your problem emanates from a deep seated issue of trust. You do not trust ME. The lack of trust is caused, by the fact, that you see ME through, the eyes of a man.
The lies, the half-truths and the misdirection are all carnal things. This is not a part of who I AM, but a distorted view of a father. Where your earthly father failed, I AM Perfect.
My love is patient, MY love is kind, MY love is everlasting, but Unconditional Love is hard to accept, when you have been conditioned, to perform for it.
A perfect Love will hurt your sensibilities, challenge your mixed belief systems and rebuke the lies you have convinced yourself and others to believe.
Psalms 40:4
Blessed is the man who makes the Lord his trust, who does not turn to the proud, to those who go astray after a lie!