Look for the gaps, look for the unusual problems, find the spots where your unique gift can seamlessly fit. Chaos can be rebuked or it can be embraced, the chaos can be a calling.
The confusion around you is a nuisance, but also an opportunity for order. Pay attention to what irritates you, it can be equally, as important, as the things that inspire you.
The problems that you continue to face are actually unrealized blessings, that are following behind you. Consider compartmentalizing the annoyance long enough to find a remedy.
Whenever you can bring clarity, peace or a solution to chaos, confusion or a problem. You will be strategically operating in your gift, using it as a currency to barter for anything you may need or want.
For everything comes from him and exists by his power and is intended for his glory. All glory to him forever! Amen.