There is a beauty in friendship and a power in the ability to live this life, without the fear of being alone. It is very easy to make an enemy, but it requires skill, humility and intent to make a friend.
As Jonathan was to David and Aaron was to Moses, I will place people in your life that will help lessen the burden and lighten the load. It is easy to be offended, severing ties and cutting people off.
The hard thing is to accept the flaws in others, as they have accepted the flaws in you and live life full of forgiveness. A heart that knowingly accepts its imperfection is one that can freely bestow and receive forgiveness.
You have much repenting to do, there are assigned people you need forgive and ask for forgiveness. I placed them in your life for a purpose and you have allowed offense to rob you of relationship.
Two are better than one, because they have a good reward for their toil. For if they fall, one will lift up his fellow. But woe to him who is alone when he falls and has not another to lift him up! Again, if two lie together, they keep warm, but how can one keep warm alone? And though a man might prevail against one who is alone, two will withstand him—a threefold cord is not quickly broken.