Your value is not negotiable and your position in this world is immutable. You are a vital part of the plan and it is important that you do not abandon your post. Where you are standing is exactly where you are supposed to be.
Whether it be by fault or favor, this is the appointed place. Honor this moment by utilizing every talent, gift and ability you have mastered. Whether it be by decision or default a choice was made, honor it and this season of life.
Allow the fullness of who you are to commune with where you are and do not divorce it. Ignore your preference and ignore your previous status. Pay attention to the floors, the walls and the ceiling where you stand, because this is the stage.
From this point, you have everything you need to change the world. Release how you feel about the moment and embrace it. Your obedience is better than sacrifice, your ability to have faith in the face of fear, is the desired outcome.
I Samuel 15:22
Then Samuel said, Do you think all God wants are sacrifices— empty rituals just for show? He wants you to listen to him! Plain listening is the thing, not staging a lavish religious production. Not doing what God tells you is far worse than fooling around in the occult. Getting self-important around God is far worse than making deals with your dead ancestors. Because you said No to God’s command, he says No to your kingship.