The accolades of men will never fulfill you. The awards, titles and recognitions feel good temporarily, but eventually the awareness of the void will return. Every moment of external affirmation is bitter sweet.
This is because you will return to reality and normalcy soon. It is the contrast of a public sensation while being a private disappointment. The world is fooled, believing wholeheartedly in your representative, but your spirit man knows the truth.
Many avoid the void, seeing it as the enemy. I encourage you to embrace the void and fill it with MY Glory. The void caused by sin was meant for evil, but it can work for your eternal good and the good of others.
By exploring the void and what it reveals, a reconciling can occur. There are aspects of your character, that either need to be enhanced or eliminated as a whole. When you walk into the darkness and face the voids that unnerve you, it removes the enemy’s leverage in your life.
1 John 2:8-11
At the same time, it is a new commandment that I am writing to you, which is true in him and in you, because the darkness is passing away and the true light is already shining. Whoever says he is in the light and hates his brother is still in darkness. Whoever loves his brother abides in the light, and in him there is no cause for stumbling. But whoever hates his brother is in the darkness and walks in the darkness, and does not know where he is going, because the darkness has blinded his eyes.
I Might Be a Prophet 