MY Glory has a weight and with it a duty to perform. You are highly gifted for a high purpose. Every measure of talent within you, has been mapped out for a specific time and a specific purpose. The time is now and soon coming.
Soon, I will demand a return on every breath deposited inside you. The things that have not made sense and caused you to stand out, I AM now calling upon. You fitting into the culture is irrelevant, because I called you to stand out.
What has caused men to alienate you, in the past is what they now seek out. The very thing, that caused the most pain was an assignment and by facing it, the process produced a gift of clarity. This was the only way.
As you survey, the most painful moments of your life, consider what each hardship produced. Did you arise stronger, perhaps wiser? Did you find a secret place of unforgiveness? Allow the pressure to reveal your heart, MY provision and MY plan.
Job 13:14-15
Why should I take my flesh in my teeth
and put my life in my hand? Though he slay me, I will hope in him; yet I will argue my ways to his face.