Purpose is close at hand, it is the destiny that surrounds you, the happy and the sad, the sunny days and the fog. Look each circumstance in the mouth and confront it. Use the good and let the bad go.
When darkness surrounds, you have MY grace. When the wicked seem to prevail, I will cover you. When the will to move forward feels lost, I will blow in a fresh wind. When it seems implausible, I will convict.
Mark how you feel, but continue to move beyond it. The feelings and the will to persevere, do not always align. Force your way and take command over your emotions. Your flesh is conspiring against your spirit, use your will.
I do not lose and I have never failed, therefore losing and failing will not be your end. You are more, than a predestined soul, you are favored by ME and have an eternal covenant signed by ME in blood.
Hebrews 13:20-21
Now may the God of peace, who through the blood of the eternal covenant brought back from the dead our Lord Jesus, that great Shepherd of the sheep, equip you with everything good for doing his will, and may he work in us what is pleasing to him, through Jesus Christ, to whom be glory for ever and ever. Amen.