The pursuit of what makes you happy is a lie. One, told by men who do not know it and sold by those who do not posses it. Happy is being peddled, as a poor excuse, for being made whole.
Seek to be healed, not happy. Happy is not a goal, it is fruit grown from the root of healing, the trunk of Peace, the branches of forgiveness and the leaves of repentance.
Before you can be healed you must be fully aware of the hurt. It is not possible to heal a hurt that is not acknowledged. Healing does not come without an awareness in the heart.
If you will allow ME to enter your secret places of pain. I will heal them and I will restore them. I want to be the Lord of ALL, the good and the bad within you. Give ME access to the recesses of your soul.
Isaiah 57:18-19
I have seen their ways, but I will heal them. I will guide them and reward them with comfort. And for those who mourn, I will create reason for praise: utter prosperity to those far and near, and I will heal them, says the Lord.
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