The fuel you seek is in your forward motion. Continue to do the last thing, I have said, until I a new thing becomes clear. Use the moment to push into new environments and new relationships.
These new places will have new anointings. Trust what is in you. I AM flowing through you. I need you to trust ME, even when and especially, when you cannot trace ME. Your advisors will not understand.
It is like walking. First you crawl, then you pull up to stand. You will fight to balance and fall, but eventually you will learn how to walk and will walk on your own.
The moments, that you feel alone are the times to practice your strides. Place one foot in front of the other and build your confidence. You may be alone, but are not left alone.
Psalm 16:7-8
I will praise the LORD who counsels me— even at night my conscience instructs me. I keep the LORD in mind always. Because He is at my right hand, I will not be shaken.
I Might Be a Prophet 